How do I describe
the many heartbroken tears that I have cried over the last few years, how do I
describe the tears that I shed while on my knees today? Ugly.
Mascara running down my cheeks ugly.
But in reality that is how it should be.
My heart has broken so many times as I look at the world around me and
the world around my tender daughters.
For those of you who know me you know that this is a topic that I am
passionate about, my girls have had more articles and life’s lessons about it taught
to them than their ABC’s and 123’s but it isn’t enough.
Some call it
my opinion, my stubbornness, my dictatorship and I should respect them their
own “opinion.” But how can I? This isn’t just a thought or an idea of mine,
this is a truth, and not just my truth but the whole world’s truth even if
people try to say otherwise, or rather “YELL” otherwise.
I have
recently become a grandma, yes a very young, fun, classy grandma! Brantley Bear is the most amazing little
boy. I would share his picture with you
and you would see deep dimples on a face of the sweetest little boy that only
smiles all of the time, but I know some would use his little face to protest
against me. His little infectious laugh
and ever smiling face lights a room and calls others to find joy, to be
happy.
I remember
the first time my husband and I got to go with my son and his beautiful wife to
see our Little Guy on the ultra sound.
He wiggled and moved so much they couldn’t find out his gender and I
remember thinking is there anything more amazing, more perfect, or more holy
than this? It was a miracle, he is a miracle.
Now if my
daughter in law had been in the middle of something that she thought more
important than being a mom, or if heaven forbid she had even been brutally
raped, Brantley Bear would still have been that same amazing, perfect, and yes
wiggly guy on the ultra sound. Nothing
about how he was created could change what he was or what he is, Holy!
Now I am not
going to go into the proof, the pictures, the articles, the testimonies of so
many. I’m not going to try to prove my
point. So many before me have already
done that, and if your heart still hasn’t soften to this Truth than nothing I
say will change that, what I am going to say is this… It is not enough. It is not enough that I kneel every day and
ask God to heal this world and heal our hearts.
It is not enough that I ask him every day to help me teach my daughters
about how sacred they are and how Holy the act of creation is even if sometimes
it results from the sins and unholy acts of others. It is not enough that I share stories and
articles on Facebook and preach love.
None of it is enough until every last baby gets the right to live like
my Brantley Bear or like every one of my children when they were conceived did. It is not enough!
In a world
where the left and the right and everything in between speaks loud and yells
until the quiet truths of our Father in Heaven is drown out by their pollution,
it is not enough to quietly shine for him.
We have to do more, we have to
be loud, we have to be heard. Millions of little Brantley Bears need us to
be their Saviors, and quite frankly our Savior, our Redeemer needs us to be His
voice above all the other wicked voices calling good evil and evil good.
This day,
and every day until it is enough and abortion is done away with I will be that
voice trying to do my best to yell above the others. And I will not shy away from those who wish
to yell right back at me, I won’t be afraid that I might lose friends and that
my truth, The truth, might be
unpopular. Brantley Bear deserves all of
our voices, all of them do and if your voice isn’t being heard, yell louder,
stand taller, be braver! Fill your lungs
with the words, fill Facebook and Twitter and every aspect of everything around
you with this truth. You may tire of my
rant and you might even tire of my posts, but until it is done, until It Is
Enough, I will stand for this truth, His truth, and no one will silence me.
Will you
stand with me? Are you Brave
enough? Are you Passionate enough? Will you fight for all of the Brantley Bears
that no one else is willing to fight for?
It Is Not
Enough!
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