My day started relatively busy as it always does. Five kids to get off to school, one kid off
to work, and a husband on his way pushing at the grind stone. Nan walked upstairs when it was time for
scripture study and said, “Whoa! What
happened to the kitchen? It wasn’t this
dirty when I went to bed.” “You tell me,”
was all that I replied followed by Jenny only moments later running up the
stairs then stopping dead still. Laughing
she said, “What happened here? Wasn’t
this bad when I went to sleep.” All of
which were looking at me accusingly. “Don’t
look at me. It was clean when I went to
bed.”
Not that I am pointing fingers at my redheaded, all grown
up, master of destruction son, but since his father went to bed with me I
believe he is the only one who can claim the demo, that is unless some other
little boy of mine got up in the middle of the night, though I highly doubt
that. J
Yesterday for family home evening we decorated pumpkins as
we do every Monday before Halloween.
This year they donned on Mister Potato Head faces. All the way from my youngest to my oldest happily
got involved. Quite possibly this could
be our last year with everyone here to do so.
Where did the time go?
Nan's looks like a snork with that dart on top.
Suzy's looks like a country bumpkin "Rollie Pollie Ollie!"
Yesterday morning I was able to go to the temple with my Father
and Step Mom. They leave today for the
long flight to the Philippines. It was amazing
to be in that beautiful place with my father’s arms wrapped around me. I will miss them, my kids will miss them, but
I couldn’t be prouder or more grateful for their example.
A million things to do today, but I took the time for a
spiritual fill up as I said my prayers and wrote in my blog. My life is pretty typical, and my days filled
endlessly with pretty random stuff, but every day I wake up grateful to face my
day. Some days, like today, my heart is
so overwhelmed with the feeling of joy that I just want to shout at the top of
my lungs, “Be happy World, God loves you.”
Silly, cliché? Don’t care, that’s
how I feel. Everything speaks of him,
and everything calls to his love. Mt.
Timpanogos was so beautiful with the first sprinklings of snow on her
yesterday. The new curtains in the front
room freshly hemmed by me so that they just brush the top of our carpet fold
down so perfectly to a freshly vacuumed floor.
Six oversized pumpkins spread out safe from a cold night frost on the
wood floor in our front room look up at me quizzically. The dishes are stacked and clean drying in my
large stainless steel sink. On the bed
is the purple mess of mesh waiting to become a princess costume for my little
redheaded pixie. And all of it makes me
happy.
I love being who I am, imperfections, many that they are,
and all. I know that I am God’s daughter
and therefore my value ten trillion times that of gold. I know that Christ not only died for me but
lived for me and continues to live for me still. I know that I matter even if no one else
does, (which very luckily for me I have amazing family that tell me that every day). Why sometimes is it so hard for us to see
that? You are loved. No matter what, you are loved. And no matter what, that is what
matters. Smile, for someone up there
knows you better than even you know you.
And He loves you, and His Son loves you!
Smile!
Now time for costume making, dentist little girl taking,
picture frame spray painting, downstairs cleaning, laundry washing, back door
frame painting, bread making, dinner designing, Stake Young Men and Young Women
dance setting up and playing and then followed by husband snuggling as I fall
fast asleep completely happy with my busy day.
Thanks for sharing, Angi. This is a beautiful post by a beautiful person.
ReplyDeleteLove the pumpkins....smart, no mess. Nan's totally looks like a snork!
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